We Cannot Guarantee Success in Marriage, But We Can Deserve It

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I was surprised that my husband and I both reached a point in our marriage where we really didn’t like each other. 
Expectations weren’t met. Dreams weren’t realized. And we blamed each other.
Marriage is difficult when you feel like you’re doing all the giving and not receiving anything back. Over time I grew bitter because I felt that my husband didn’t connect with me. Didn’t appreciate me. Didn’t cherish me.
We both made plenty of mistakes in our relationship. But God asked me to stop cataloging my husband’s faults – a task I didn’t realize I had been doing for months.
God wanted me to see that no matter how my husband behaved, I needed to treat him with honor and integrity.
It’s similar to how God tells us turn the other cheek when our enemies come against us (Matt 5:39). We are told to do good to those who hate us, bless those who curse us, and pray for those who mistreat us (Luke 6:27).
I heard a teacher once say that she overcame all sorts of trouble in her life when she learned to consistently do good (Rom 12:21). That’s what God wants from us when our marriage is falling apart.

We must do good to our man. 

Don’t stop to think about whether he deserves it or whether we feel like it. We must treat him well and be kind. Serve him. Help him. Bless him.
Then do it all over again the next day.
I recently heard a story about the Revolutionary War, a time period in history that I absolutely love. In a letter from John Adams to his wife was found a phrase that is also used at one point by George Washington.
We cannot guarantee success in this war, but we can do something far better. We can deserve it.”
I get goose bumps when I think of how honorable our founding fathers were. But even more so, when I think about how much God desires that I be just as honorable in my marriage.
I want God to be pleased with my efforts to be a good wife. I want to hold my head high knowing that I’ve done all He’s asked me to do to the best of my ability. So over the past few months, I’ve been praying a new prayer over my marriage:
God, I’m working hard to be the wife you want me to be. I pray You would bless us and restore our relationship. I understand that I cannot guarantee success in this fight to save my marriage. But – 
I can do something even better: I can deserve it

Blessings, Jen

About Jen Cudmore

I’m a wife, mom, blogger and novelist who also works a day job in the medical field. I grew up on the Columbia River Gorge, earned a BA in Psychology at Northwest University, and am currently very active in my church. My passion is inspiring women to seek Jesus in all aspects of life so they can recognize where they are living in bondage and be set free to live the abundant life God promises. You can connect with me at www.jencudmore.com.

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